Fifi 菲菲...

二千零九年的四月二十号，家里添加了令一位成员，那就是我的狗狗，FIFI。FIFI 的加入，无可否认她让我的家多了很多生气。从她到我家的第一天开始，她就注定被我们呵在手中保护了。还记得刚在我家的几天，她突然呕吐，然后全身发抖，把看护她的老妈吓得半死。从然知道我喝喜酒的当儿，老妈也不管我在哪儿，就拨电要我带FIFI去看医生。匆匆忙忙的赶回家，带FIFI看完医生，才能明白那种当妈妈的辛苦。

当然，当她痊愈时，她就开始了她那活跃的生活。一开始，她还没有自己的狗窝，那时我们就把她关进厕所里，原因就是她很喜欢在我家到处大小便。没多久，厕所已不是最理想的地方，因为FIFI学会如何打开厕所的门了！没办法之下，我就买了她的狗窝，让她拥有自己的小笼。

FIFI 非常聪明，她会对着我们撒娇。每天清晨，她要便便时就会呼唤我们打开笼子。当她听见我们泡茶的声音时，她也会吠我们，告诉我们她也要吃。她会辨认我们每一个人的任务。就比如她见到我和老妈时，她知道她有得吃了。见到Dex时，她知道有得玩了。见到陌生人，她会狂吠，她真的让我疼进心里。

看着她渐渐长大，真的很欢喜，顽皮的她虽然会每天给我很多麻烦，但同时也会让我感到啼笑皆非。就像老妈骂她时，她会乖乖躺在地上。当我打她时，她会乖乖趴在地上认错。当老妈播音乐时，她的头就会做摆右摆，好像她会听似的。

今早特地为她拍了些照片，哈。。。。漂亮！！

Captain of my life

Most of the time, will be thinking, am i too greedy? As most of the people, i always think that i'm asking a lot from the LORD.

Being a captain in a Brigade, it's much more harder that i think it is. Before taking the post, actually i've ask many people around. Some said Yes, some said No, but most of them ask me to pray about that. After taking up the post, i can't be the one that i want to be anymore.


As a captain in a company, i know that i can't be naive, i can't be frens with my girls anymore, i can't simply say "i don't want to do......" anymore, put it this way, i can't do what i like and what i want. As a captain, i know my resposibility in the company. As a captain, whatever decision i make will affect the whole company. As a captain, i need to be strong and be bold. Even there are times i'm weak, even there are times i felt discouraged, and many times i felt fear of being a captain in a company.


But, aft all, i know my purpose in the Brigade. From the day i step back to the brigade, i know the LORD wants me to be there. When the time i'm fear, HE told be to be strong and be bold through the support from my fellow officers. When the time i'm weak and discourage, He told me to be bold and be courage through my girls. Although most of the time i can't do what i wants, but the LORD show me what He wants from me. As a captain in the brigade, i have to take up the cross and walk with HIM. My cross might be small, but it's the cross that HE wants me to carry. My cross might not as heavy as HIS cross, but i know HE is the one that design it for me.


I still remember when i was a girl in the bridage, i used to post a artical on the notice board, and the title of the artical is : Cross In My Pocket. I can't recalled the whole artical, but i remember a sentence, it write like this: when everytime i have a problem, i will put my hand in my pocket, and i know that the LORD is with me. This verse reminds me everytime i'm in trouble. Some times when i in a difficult time, the LORD reminds me, HE is with me.


Although become a captain in the brigade is not easy, but i will never give up, coz after all, i get to know Christ through Brigade, and i know that i've been called to serve in this ministry. As i'm the captain in the Brigade, the LORD will be the Captain in my life!