A word of thanks to 2nd KL officers

Came back from 2009 Officer Retreat on Sunday, can't say it's good or bad, the only thing i will said is this-- we had a very fruitful retreat.

In 2nd KL, i always believe that God is moving 2nd KL. From the time that it lack of officers, until today we had a stable officer council, i really thank God for all the blessing that He put in 2nd KL. We did had a long meeting from 1.30pm till 7.30pm, but the meeting is not stress at all.

Throughout the meeting, we had covered the revision for year 2009, of course there are sorrow and joy, and problems and solution. As for the new year planning for 2010, i can foresee there are hopes and courage among all my officers, and i truly believe that 2nd KL is growing, with the strong hold from all the officers, 2nd KL will move forward to fulfill God's planning for 2nd KL.

As a Captain in GB, I did have pressure. There are officers older than me, there are officers much experience than me, there are officers same peers with me, and who am i to lead them?? I did asking God about these questions, and God is strengthen my faith, ensuring me to move forward with HIM. To move on, the only think i believe is-- honor God. They always had a verse said-- when you honor God, God will honor you in return. Yes, He is.

From the day i take up the post until today, i did learned a lot. Being a captain in a company is not easy, but God is so good until he showing me each step to move on. I used to think, i'm just a ordinary man in this world, God might forget about me. Even with my little strength, i can't make things change because i'm so tiny.  But, God's planning is different. I never thought i can take up the role as Captain in 2nd KL, and i never thought i can make things change just by a decision i made.

After 2 years taking the role, i don't feel tired at all, because i know that i'm not tired to serve God. Kit told me before-- Serving in a ministry is serving GOD, NOT serving MAN, and i hope that i can bring this thought to all my officers in the council, and i would like to thank them for all their efforts in the GB, THANK YOU my officers, thank you for working in team with me, thank you for supporting me throughout these 2 years. Thank you.

酱是朋友吗？

朋友 。看见这个字眼，就让浦鱼想起身边的一位朋友，一位让浦鱼头皮发痒的朋友。浦鱼不知道朋友的定义是什么，但对浦鱼来说，朋友就是在你有困难时，会不计前较，尽力帮忙。当然，无聊时也会遥个电话给你约你吃饭、喝茶、逛街看戏。但，浦鱼这位朋友不是。

不是浦鱼要挑剔或笃她背，只是有时她未免也做得太过火了吧！浦鱼并不是很爱计较的人，只是近来的她真的让浦鱼开始不喜欢她了。问浦鱼为什么不喜欢她？好，那浦鱼就慢慢告诉大家。

话说浦鱼的朋友没有汽车，每次她要去哪儿都会拨电给我们去载她。当然，我们也不觉得有什么不好或有什么不妥的，知道她经济能力有限，有很多时候大家吃饭或喝茶也会请她，尽量不要和她去一些较昂贵的餐厅里用餐。但，久而久之，浦鱼和另一位友人就开始觉得有点不妥了。

首先，她已习惯了我们的专车接送，每次拨电给我们时，都只是要求我们接送她。然后，就算我们大家一起去旅游，她也好像和我们格格不入。有时浦鱼会怕她无聊，专程和她聊天，但她总会在有意无意间逃避浦鱼的问题。就好比说，如果大家是朋友，肯定会在有意无意间向对方投诉或倾诉生活上的点点滴滴。但，浦鱼发觉浦鱼这位朋友并不会对我们这样。好像她永远都距离我们很遥远似的。

最近，还发生了一件让浦鱼挺不爽的事件。话说浦鱼的男友生日就要到了，浦鱼的好朋友就和浦鱼一起请他吃饭。无奈我们已明白到对浦鱼的朋友来说那顿饭应该会很昂贵，所以其中一位朋友就询问了她的意见。果然不出所料，她拒绝了。当然，她拒绝也未必是件坏事，只是发生在后头的事才让浦鱼气结。

一开始，原本大伙儿都想在周六吃晚餐，只是突然男友的母亲大人说周六要在家吃饭，然后所有的行程都被迫更改到周日。当然，对我们来说更改一天并不是什么大事，就把当天的行程转换去星期天。谁知道第二天，当我们兴致勃勃讨论下午的行程时，浦鱼那朋友突然爆出很不爽的一句话：“为什么你们今天的行程我不懂？” 浦鱼当场傻眼了。什么跟什么嘛，是小姐您自己说不要和我们晚餐的啊，就算您要和我们逛街，您也得搞清楚我们要逛街的地点和我们要晚餐的地方是同一个地方耶。我可没那么空闲当小姐您的司机，和你逛街后还得载您回家后再到回来同一个地方晚餐咧！其他人已不想说话了，浦鱼只好和她解释，但浦鱼在心里发誓，如果可以的话浦鱼再也不会每星期告诉她浦鱼将要去哪儿了！！！！！

晚餐风波告一段落，让浦鱼更火的是，同一天下午，大家一起午餐是为了欢送一位朋友。其实原本应该还有几位朋友，只是他们当中有一些人已没有回来教堂了。当我们聊到他们时，浦鱼这位朋友突然很大反应的说：“你们为什么还告诉他，他已没有兴趣回来了，你们不用再浪费心机了！”当然，浦鱼第一个感觉就是--我们告诉他，是基于我们还当他是朋友。他会不会回来，并不在我们可以管理的范围。那一刻，浦鱼不说话了，大家也不说话了。气氛很尴尬，但浦鱼知道大家都不想再多说什么了，浦鱼对那位朋友突然有种很陌生的感觉。

当然，那位朋友的事件陆续有来，只是浦鱼开始不想把她当朋友了，因为朋友并不是酱的，浦鱼开始不想理她了。

Fifi 菲菲...

二千零九年的四月二十号，家里添加了令一位成员，那就是我的狗狗，FIFI。FIFI 的加入，无可否认她让我的家多了很多生气。从她到我家的第一天开始，她就注定被我们呵在手中保护了。还记得刚在我家的几天，她突然呕吐，然后全身发抖，把看护她的老妈吓得半死。从然知道我喝喜酒的当儿，老妈也不管我在哪儿，就拨电要我带FIFI去看医生。匆匆忙忙的赶回家，带FIFI看完医生，才能明白那种当妈妈的辛苦。

当然，当她痊愈时，她就开始了她那活跃的生活。一开始，她还没有自己的狗窝，那时我们就把她关进厕所里，原因就是她很喜欢在我家到处大小便。没多久，厕所已不是最理想的地方，因为FIFI学会如何打开厕所的门了！没办法之下，我就买了她的狗窝，让她拥有自己的小笼。

FIFI 非常聪明，她会对着我们撒娇。每天清晨，她要便便时就会呼唤我们打开笼子。当她听见我们泡茶的声音时，她也会吠我们，告诉我们她也要吃。她会辨认我们每一个人的任务。就比如她见到我和老妈时，她知道她有得吃了。见到Dex时，她知道有得玩了。见到陌生人，她会狂吠，她真的让我疼进心里。

看着她渐渐长大，真的很欢喜，顽皮的她虽然会每天给我很多麻烦，但同时也会让我感到啼笑皆非。就像老妈骂她时，她会乖乖躺在地上。当我打她时，她会乖乖趴在地上认错。当老妈播音乐时，她的头就会做摆右摆，好像她会听似的。

今早特地为她拍了些照片，哈。。。。漂亮！！

Captain of my life

Most of the time, will be thinking, am i too greedy? As most of the people, i always think that i'm asking a lot from the LORD.

Being a captain in a Brigade, it's much more harder that i think it is. Before taking the post, actually i've ask many people around. Some said Yes, some said No, but most of them ask me to pray about that. After taking up the post, i can't be the one that i want to be anymore.


As a captain in a company, i know that i can't be naive, i can't be frens with my girls anymore, i can't simply say "i don't want to do......" anymore, put it this way, i can't do what i like and what i want. As a captain, i know my resposibility in the company. As a captain, whatever decision i make will affect the whole company. As a captain, i need to be strong and be bold. Even there are times i'm weak, even there are times i felt discouraged, and many times i felt fear of being a captain in a company.


But, aft all, i know my purpose in the Brigade. From the day i step back to the brigade, i know the LORD wants me to be there. When the time i'm fear, HE told be to be strong and be bold through the support from my fellow officers. When the time i'm weak and discourage, He told me to be bold and be courage through my girls. Although most of the time i can't do what i wants, but the LORD show me what He wants from me. As a captain in the brigade, i have to take up the cross and walk with HIM. My cross might be small, but it's the cross that HE wants me to carry. My cross might not as heavy as HIS cross, but i know HE is the one that design it for me.


I still remember when i was a girl in the bridage, i used to post a artical on the notice board, and the title of the artical is : Cross In My Pocket. I can't recalled the whole artical, but i remember a sentence, it write like this: when everytime i have a problem, i will put my hand in my pocket, and i know that the LORD is with me. This verse reminds me everytime i'm in trouble. Some times when i in a difficult time, the LORD reminds me, HE is with me.


Although become a captain in the brigade is not easy, but i will never give up, coz after all, i get to know Christ through Brigade, and i know that i've been called to serve in this ministry. As i'm the captain in the Brigade, the LORD will be the Captain in my life!

遗弃

会有点冲动想写下这个标题，是因为前两个星期，发生了一件小小的事件，让我有蛮深的感触。

两个星期前，有个邻居搬迁，就把家里大部分的东西都打包丢掉。这让我家的老妈忙得不亦了乎，因为老妈习惯收集环保用品，每当周日时，就把收集品送到慈济做善事。看着她走上走下搬运的当儿，突然从那堆收集平中看到我令为之熟悉的物品-- 书籍。

认识我的人都晓得我蛮爱看书，而且家里已收集了蛮多书。看见那一本本崭新的书籍被遗弃了，竟让我心疼得不得了。一怒之下就统统把那些书本找出来，不找还好，一找就找到接近百本书竟然让他们给丢弃了。无奈的我只好把它们分门别类的收藏好，因为我真的接受不了别人会丢弃书籍。

看着那堆书，让我有很深的感触，就好像做人的道理。就像当你喜欢一样东西时，你就毫不犹豫，想也不用想就直接购买。购买的当儿，也许没有想过那东西实不实用，也许没有想过家里根本不需要，或者更没有想到它更本就不适合自己。买了以后，才发觉那东西你根本用不着，因为那东西根本就不是你想要的东西。就像感情，很多人在开始一段感情以后，才发觉另一半根本不适合自己。当初开始是因为自己很想要有人疼、有人爱，开始以后却嫌对方罗唆，绑束自己的活动。想尽办法抛弃了对方，再从新开始一段新的感情。

对书籍，也许遗弃对别人来说是很普遍的事，但对感情，我总是有那么一份执着，不轻易开始，也不轻易放弃，这也是我能给他的承诺。

感慨

好久都没有写部落格，有点不习惯，有点空白的感觉。太久没有写部落格，感觉好陌生，就好像太久没见面的老朋友，突然见到面，感觉就像熟悉的陌生人。

以前，总爱在部落格写下自己的心情，自己的感觉，发生在自己身边的一切，就像在描述身边所有的人、事、物。当时的感觉就像是在写日记，累积自己生活的点点滴滴，看着自己所写下的一切，很怀念，同时也很感慨。怀念以前的欢乐时光，更感慨时光的飞逝，好像突然之间，我已长大了。身边很多朋友都已结婚了，突然很怀念以前的朋友，想回到以前的时光。

以前，总是喜欢每天放学时搭巴士到半山芭的KFC或香港商店里的美食中心吃东西，然后没事就和朋友们到处溜达。喜欢特地从遥远的学校搭巴士到市中心见朋友，为的就是那份友谊，那份义气，很无聊吧！回想起来，也觉得自己有那么一点的天真，呵！时过境迁，半山芭的KFC依在，只是身边的友人已更换了很多。朋友当中，有些人已结婚生子，有些已在国外工作，有些因为自己喜欢的职业而经常出国或外坡公干，更有太多因为太久没有联络而失去联络。也许人长大后都有自己的理想与梦想吧，我开始怀念以前的朋友，好想告诉他们说：我好想你们，你们好吗？

望着窗外的艳阳，突然觉得星期一也不一定是阴天的心情，阳光灿烂也许会更适合自己的心情。